Fifteenth june.

Sorry Cherry :( For supposingly was to be out with you today.
But anyway, luckily I didn't go out today, cus I only knew that Heymath homework due today.
And yes, I finally finished, and results out were 20/25, (:
Not bad lur, though not high, but that's my standard. :D My math sucks, that's why.

T - Those
H - Horny
A - Arrogant
N - Nooby
K - Kids
S - Suck !

T - Time's
O - Over

CHERYL !
She guided me throughout my heymath thing (:
And also, thanks to those who answered my math concepts ._. Sorry to interrupt LOL.

Tmr, having CO combined. :) (9-12)
So after that, I guess going out with Sarah? :) (I want go amk, tyty!)
Saddddz, I no money today, only have around $7? So decided not to go out with Cheryl today. :/
But, we still go out on 17th june, our 15th months ! [:

I still prefer friends to family.
Okokie.

Fourteenth june #02




Hihi, this post specially for Sarah Chong Xu Lin (:
"Hello, this is the bag that I bought, blackie!"

And, Sarah Chong Xu Lin told Marjorie Koh Yuan Ling that Kim Hyun Joong is sick! /=
Terrible, heard that he collapsed due to exhaustion and fatigue?
Wth leh. :( Get well soon okie!

Fourteenth june.

Honestly, I hate my family.

Father
He's lazy, bad-tempered, irritating and misunderstanding. (!)
He doesn't really get along with people around him.
Even my aunt saw my dad at first sight, the impression alrd gave her a bad one.
He alrd knew that his business isn't getting any better, yet he doesn't want to look for a more decent job.
And continues his life all day long at home ?! Wtf.
And he's soo free at home. But however, he kept asking us to do him favors this and that.
What, king? Must prepare meals for him, help him pack this and that? Wtf, we borned to be servants or?
He always likes to misunderstand we three. Always never get the right idea, then anyhow scold.
Very pissed off alrd okeh, from young till now kept stressing us up.
But of course, at certain times he's nice..?

Mother
Wth, speaking of her spoils my mood -.-
She's freaking unreasonable, misunderstanding, ignorant and underestimating.
She really doesn't know how's schl life's like issit? We so busy and stressed alrd, still ask us do housework? (WTF)
And also, she's unhelpful and stubborn. (!)
She doesn't like to help us, no matter how critical our condition is. -.-
Like (for example), when my hands are alrd full of books and stuff, and I dropped a book, she won't bother to pick it up for me. Furthermore, she won't bother to even inform me that it was on the floor. What the fish.
She's freaking misunderstanding and unreasonable (!!) She doesn't care about me at all.
My knee is worsening, but she doesn't care about it. No matter how many times I groaned, she ignored.
Okeh, today. I finally know how much I hate her.
I said this : "Mum, this like very small, then hor this like fits me"
And she: "Stop complaining ! Go see doctor la! That time doctor say nvm liao"
W-T-F. Excuse me, I'm actually referring to my shoe size can?!
And also please, "that time" is like, 4 months ago?!?! KNS, I hate this kind of ignorance.
And she only dotes my big sister. She hates me after all, I suppose.
She always give space for my sister, sparing a thought for her etc.
But when thinking of me, she would say, "Nothing for you, you still young"
Wth, from young till now, she always treats my sister better. Super unfair.
Maybe what, becus she'd gotten 258 for PSLE, gone to ST.nicholas girls', being a 8-pointer, went AJC? Issit becus of this?
Instead, I got 202 for PSLE, gone to Woodgrove sec? Becus of this? Huhhhh ?!?!
If you think I so stupid, then mind as well abandon me or sell me to other aunties out there?
If you think I'll throw your face or something, then let's separate? (I'll be the most happy)
If you keep complaining about your relationship between you & dad, then divorce la! -.-
I'm super irritated alrd.
She thinks that I'm at her time now? Now what century alrd ! =.=
And also, she always doesn't really listen to what I say. What, she deaf or I numb? Wtfuck.
Ignore lah, let's ignore each other for good.
And also, when I broke off with love, she'll like blame me for everything this & that?
Wthell, don't comfort me is alrd too much, still putting oil to a burning fire? What's the point?
I guess next time, I won't tell her whenever I've a boyfriend.
I guess, even when I'm engaged to a marriage, I won't be telling her.
I'm afraid that she'll spoil my wedding dinner *laughs* -.-

Sister
Super bad-tempered. Irritating.
Gahhhh, not so worst off. Able to tolerate and chat with. :)

Brother
Irritating, and looks down on me.
Say what I procrestinate or never study?
Say my schl very low-class?
Say what yishun town turned into atonomous schl alrd what about mine?
Say what I score so good for english becus my schl's expectations very low?
Say what Chinese Orchestra so laoya , volleyball better?
Say what my schl a lot of malaysians not good?
Say what my schl a lot of gangsters?
Shut the fuck up okeh!
My schl, your problem?
You failed your english, I should have laughed at you instead of consoling you! HAHAHAH!
You said becus your yishun town expectations too high that's why?
That means you're not qualified ! HAHAHAH!
Don't forget, you're just a transfer student from ChongBoon Secondary , who got only 203 for PSLE!
You became a YTSS student just becus of your volleyball thing !
Guaikia huh, then stop loitering around with friends la!
Stay at home be a bookworm then !

Alrights, I had a big quarrel with mum just now.
Last words for the day:
I hate mom.

Thirteenth june.

I'm sooooo fed upp !

Firstly, I need cashhhhhhhhhh $.$
- But, Stupid Edwin kor don't wanna return me my $70. Never reply my sms, and msn.
- But, Vanessa Stead is going to mail me $22 to me instead. And super risky! :/
- But, Xuewen owes me $164! And she needs more time -.-!!
- But, Adeline elmo is going to mail me $25 to me instead. Super risky also! =/
- But, my mother's not giving much money, cus she said I spent far too much $$$ alr this 2 wks :(
- But, my father didn't give me holiday allowance this holiday, I dk why? :( Maybe his business didn't earn too much these days? T_T!
And, I don't wanna miss this year's GSS! ;(

Secondly, I need to finish up my homework T.T
- But, most of them are Math & Sci , & I dk how to do -.-
- But, I'm yet too lazy to do !! -.="
- But, I don't have much time to complete! Really busy! ]:
- But, I didn't do any revision yet, so my knowledge has all been swept away!
And, I don't have any tuition, so I never urge myself to study. :/

Thirdly, I want to upload pictures !!
- But, Huifen hasn't return me my USB cord.
- But, even if she returns, my files couldn't be displayed on computer. (Wtf)
- But, I need to print those pictures taken with aunt and send it to her.
- But, my bro can help me, but requires "dealing exchange" -.- That is, $$$. (Wth)
And, unless you all stop pestering me to upload picts? :)

Forthly, my phone W595 has already had lot of scratches, cus I kept dropping, altho I had my lanyard!
- But, the scratches can't be healed. (ofcourse, duh)
- But, my phone can be exchanged until 2011 T_T (2 yrs contract, that's why)
- But, I don't like to use hp cover.
And, it's getting uglier leyyy :/ Altho people compliment it. (laughs)

Fifth, I wanna go Malaysia w/ Cheryl Teo.
- But, I need the permission from my mama.
- But, I need cash (again) to exchange for ringgits . I only have 30 ringgits left now, LOL.
- But, I'm scared holding my passport (scared lost!!)
- But, I don't like jams -.-
And, I got lots of things to purchase at City Square (hehe) !!

Sixth, my fringe is drying !!
- But, I don't wanna go rebond alr, I scared will harm and spoil my hair ;O
- But, I don't wish to spend my money on hair treatment *cash tight*
- But, my mum still wants me to go rebond , but I really don't want to !!
- But, I cannot bear to clip them up -.-
And, it's freaking irritating, but yet I can do nothing /=

Seventh, my eyebrow grows thicker and darker every year! And, my cosmetics are running out!! :(
- But, well, nothing I can do to my eyebrow also.
- But, me and sis shared one eyebrow plucker, (LOL)
- But, "THEFACESHOP" 's stuff not cheap.. :/
- But, I forgot which brand to buy alrd :/
- But, I don't know if I still wanna continue making uppppp =.= (super waste time)
And, I still think that natural beauty speaks the best of your moooood. :)

Other randoms:
- I haven't speaked to Cherry on the phone very long alr :(
- 6F class is going to be ruined !! Nobody's tagging the class blog !!! Zomgx :/
- Wendy is still considering whether to go ice-skating with me, cherry, and prawn noodle or not :(
- I lost some of your handphone numbers !! Please give me your number okokie :B
- My mum says she isn't giving me much money if I could not get any fatter by end of next week!! :( Please urge me to eateateat when you're out with me okie!! :) I'm on "fatty meal" basis this month -.-!!

Hey, how about some happy things? :D
- TODAY went mco and played timpani (first time) . And Mr Low complimented me that I played almost everything correctly!! (YAY)
- TODAY Mr Low also complimented Josen that he's improving :)
- YESTERDAY was Goonyin (GuanYinMa)'s BIRTHDAY !! =]
- YESTERDAY before aunt flew off, she gave me a no degree black spect. Super nice! I wore it today!!
- YESTERDAY I purchased a "Boys over flowers" bagpack alrrrrrr!! :D Very nice ~~~ $28, hahaha. ^.^

Okie, shall stop here, yeah? Hahahahahahahah [:

Twelfth june.

I realised that I've been starting to post daily? :D
This is my blog. And blog is about life. So I don't see the need to MIA. (:

My knee's recovery didn't get any better. Super irritating!
If you were to ask me how I am, I'll say, "Vexed".
Okokie.

Well, I've been writing poems of different topics.
To practise for next semester's literature poetry? Haha!

I saw you holding her hand,
Yet you said she's just a friend.

Maybe it's about love, not about lust
So just hope that you and her will last.

Let nature take its course
Life has to always go on.

Now everything's nice
Because I'm already fine.

Eleventh of june.

Changed to old blogskin. Coooooooooooool.
Today's practice was super fun and interesting.
Sorry Tyypey, I didn't mean to pangseh you ahhhh !
And something happened, chill!

Will be catching a flight tml, to see my aunt off.
I guess after that I'll then be free again, hahahahs. I feel so busy!
Saturday, am going MCO with some percussionists.
After that, dk go back Malaysia or going out with vivian /= Not cfm yet.
Sunday, maybe going to Joli's place for revision, or probably going out with Vivian.
Monday, going out with wifey and wenqi. Also not cfm yet.
Tuesday, schl.
Wednesday, going out with wifey, monthsary outing :D
Thursday, schl, and then class bbq.

Percussion outing, I don't know go where better. Still considering =/
Primary 6 class bbq, I haven't get the namelist yet, so probably ruined.
Outing with shermaine, don't know which date.
Meeting with clara and bernice, don't know when.
Percussion extra practice, date to be cfmed soon.
Meeting natalie rainbow on 26th june friday, weeee ! :D

Haish, tmr my aunt will be flying back to Sarawak :( So soon.
Anyway, a short intro.. Sarawak is the place I grew up since young :D
Today Serene suspected me: I got Malaysian guts.
Zomg I can't have it! If not I'll look more like a malay T_T
Don't worry, I'll try real hard to talk like Aunty Lucy again, ahahahah!
Cus Aunty Lucy's a kiasu singaporean !! :D

After these days, I guess I'll be free ~~ :D
I haven't touched any of my homework yet! Goshhhhhhh :X

Time, or YOU, can heal me? If it's time, how long? If it's you, will you?

Thanks for the tags people. Love you all (:

Everyone, I hope that you all please don't ever stress yourself over studies, k? My Cheryl's one of them. Don't be trapped in your own world full of books. THAT'S NOT LIFE AT ALL (!!!)

& this was what I told her, & I hope everyone of you readers will read:

No matter wot, its always best to think positive. Fussy over lil things will enddup wasting your time. Dont always let those "up-market" people step down on you. And also, dont look down on those who are weaker than you. Dont challenge with others. Most importantly, challenge with yourself. Becus, everybody's limits are different. Once you 'd reached or overreached your limits, you're alr perfect.
Although nobody's perfect, I think that everybody is perfect within ONESELF. Never ever set too high a limit for yourself.
Ok, people do go branded stuffs, who dont? In woodgrove, 3E1 & 3E2 are considered branded. So go for them ya? 3E1's LV. 3E2's Gucci. Good enough?? Always learn how to improve on weaker sides, and concentrate on better sides.
Once you had landed your foot on a deserted land, you shouldn't be stuck there forever. The keyword is "move on".

You all keep wanting to be the best. You think that being the best is everyone's envy. That's not true ok. In my own opinion, feeling yourself the best is more important. Dont always stress yourself, becus everyone doesnt benefit the earth, honestly. Maybe till now many of you will ask me: hey, then why you always so enthu towards activities and always wanted to make progress? LOL becus I'm trying to keep my life activated. I'm keeping my own interests and potential going. Do what that satisfies you and benefits people around you, isn't that good? Haha, that's me ;) Anyway, to me, laughing is more important LOL. So that's why you always see me going crazy x)

Esp/: YOU. I don't need anybody to judge me. Cus only I know myself best. No matter who are you, president S.R Nathan or PM Lee Kuan Yew, I don't need any useless comments. Thank you. -.-

Lastly, my signature quote: "Let nature take its course".
*Be natural!*

As for me, people, don't worry about me
Give me time
Only time can heal me,
I suppose?
People move on, I believe so can I