Second post, about my feelings, again. :( Yesterday night I msn with him. But, I felt strange. I will set up a private blogger soon, to let out my feelings as comfortable as I can. :( Peepos, please give some advice.
Don't chapchap view and run. /: I'm having a hard time here. I msn with him till midnight. Around 1.02am we break the conver. Then I planned some class activities for primary six. After I went into bed. Sent out relay messages to my P-six classmates, then tried to sleep, it's already 1.57am. But no, I couldn't. I just couldn't get into sleep last night. I remembered the last seen time is 2.37am. I just stared into the open space, glanced around the room, but my mind came no idea. I've been thinking; whether I shall let go; or treasure. I heard people saying that if we try hard, a miracle will happen. So I gave some obvious trys these days, but he didn't give any initiative. He even broke my heart! He just doesn't understand girls. -.-
He just left me numerous sleepless nights. And I think, I've decided:
If no miracle comes within 23nov, 2124 h, to 29nov, 0700 h, I will give up on my hope.
My message written here, is dealt with.
I will wait.