My common tests results:

English: B4 (First time, I scored so badly ><)
History: A1 (Nah, the marks not so good)
Chinese: D7 (And yes I'm a chinese -.-)
Science: B3 (At least I'd improved)
Mathematics: F9 (Stupido me)
Literature: B4 (Not what I'd expected!)
Art: A1 (Yes I'm happy)

Clara said it's not the end of the world. I can buck up just in time. Anyway, to those who don't know, Clara is my bestest friend, from young till now, in contact :) I love her, she loves me. No we're not les but almost (haha). Well, she said I need not get any tutors. I can just grab any friends for study exchange :) Haha, clara is always good in talking to me.

I really appreciate Clara's words and encouragement. They really gave me great confidence to move on.
Actually, quite a few times I'm feeling depressed. Not because of the boring lessons, but hey, because of, decreasing of eagerness value and you know, cause of friends. Currently am having unstable relationships ><>

Well, after school went MsAzleen's house with Joshua, Shermaine, and Zhenyuan. (: To collect waterbottles. :D MsAzleen's house is wow nice! Haha, her car also very cute. After that, car back to school then started busy washing waterbottles. After washing, went hall to do bottle counting. And yes, we got 709 bottles! So far we're the first amongst the sec2 cohort :) Joshua instructed us to combust our happiness to our class later together. Haha!

After that "combustion", went cwp to eat with shermaine and xinzhe. :) Aw the lunch supposed to be a nice one but I'm so sorry but can't help to be emo. I also don't know why. My mindset that time was slowly drifting me to somewhere else I guess :/

Joshua came after we ate finish. Joshua and shermaine had to go Greenwood Pri for buddy reading, so they had to meet Najwa later on. Chatted along until we reached the bus interchange. After seeing them off, I headed home alone. :)

YES I KNOW I'M STUPID, BUT HEY GOD CAN YOU DON'T GO TOO FAR. I'M
STUPID IN ALMOST EVERYTHING, I KNEW. BUT NO NEED SUCH AN OBVIOUS WAY TO LET ME
KNOW LIKE THIS. I FAILED MY MATHEMATICS TEST BADLY, 9/30. STUPID RIGHT?
CLASSMATES CAN SCORE FOR 29/30!
WHY CAN'T I?! BECAUSE I'M STUPID.
WHAT IS
THE CAUSE OF SCORING SO LOW? BECAUSE I LEAVE CARELESS MISTAKES, AND SO STUPID
NOT TO CHECK.
NOW THEN I REALIZE THAT I'M THE MOST STUPIDEST GIRL ON EARTH.
YES I'M A CHINESE, BUT HELLO, YET I STILL FAIL CHINESE? WTF AM I DOING MANZ? I
RATHER BE A BEGGAR OR CLEANER NEXT TIME! I WORKED SO HARD, BUT YET NO
ACHIEVEMENTS. I'M SO STUPID(!!)

I got back my papers, and yes I flunged them. No use looking at them.

I'm so (supposingly) surprised at my results. I hate myself. Really. I have this stupid mindset roaming around my life. I'm borned stupid and have no way out to escape.

Guys who fond me are cork eyes, I assume. They're blind to see my true stupidity.

I bet they didn't want any stupid girlfriend like me.

Like wise, I'm afraid of losing that person. :(

I feel like quitting school ever since I knew I can't make it to most subs. (But ofcourse I won't)

My mind is so stressed with the identification of studies. And love matters. :x

Basically, all I know is; I'm sosososoooooooo doubly stupid.

Sunday! :D Had camp release yesterday (:
Yes it was fun, but I'm not really enthu in stations that involved knowledge :(
Haha.

Friday; 21 feb
School was so boring & suffering(!) The main reason is that I was suffering from flu -.- So damn sick okay. I was letting off my temper at Phoebe and Zhenyuan whenever I thought they're being lame LOL. I'm sorry manz. I'm not on purpose :X Just that the lesson is such a pain!

Finally, school dismissed. Wasted a little bit of time doing class decors then rushed back home. And the bus ride is so freaking irritating. I was lonely, cos my friends were gone when I was doing class decor. Only to know that Cheryl was in the very back of the bus whilst I was stucked at the very front. T.T I was eager to rush back home, to pack my camp necessaties, I don't wanna be late for the camp, you see. Then this ChristChurch teacher kept wasting time to ask us move in. I think she got a group of students or whatsoimportant.
Reached interchange then waited for bus with Khai♥. So long! We gave up and took the MRT instead. I phoned mum to faster heat up my lunch for me (I was super hungry!)
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And finally dad drived me to school.

(During the camp)
I was being separated with my dear friends! :( But it's okay at least I have my cute Farah♥! Was laughing with her along the way while waiting for the camp to start officially.
After the official opening of the camp, we had to do banner. Our group member, Sulaiha (or Suhaila?), helped us alot. :D

I did alot of running throughout the day. Haha!

(The next day)
Woke up unwillingly. Did sleep well, cos Cheryl mistaken the time and woke me up(!) :( LOL, Cheryl said I have my true colors of sleeping posture, which doesn't look like me. (Oh really? :D)
My face went red yeah D: I don't know why, but these days my appetite grows bigger&bigger day by day! Yay, I might be getting fatter I hope! :)
Won't be elaborating much, just that I was being blindfolded at a game. And at that game, one guy said that I looked like Stephanie. (Oh yeah?)

After the camp release (like so finally), I bought cheesefries and bubbletea with Cheryl then went home. :)
I slept from 3pm to well, 4.45pm!! I need to get back to school by 5.30pm for concert but 4.45pm I'm still Zz. I'm so freaking worn out at that time. Without any choice, dad sent me to school again LOL.
Sad to say, I was very sick at the moment. I was having cold, cough, flu and slight fever that time. I was thinking of Malaria but was it? LOL. Fortunately, I was getting better and better, on the way to Singapore Chinese Orchestra :D Coz talking to shermaine was like getting the funniest joke in the world. x)

Inside the auditorium, I sat beside Renee and Shermaine :D I only get to know Renee's name after chatting with her for more than five sentences. LOL. I fought for my conscious and forced myself to stay awake throughout the concert. I truthfully enjoyed the whole performance, but during a few songs I'm starting to doze off. :x

After that, everybody went home and dad fetched me.

Today; 23 feb
Woke up damn early like 8plus (despite my insufficient sleep).
Went to the zoo. Waited for bus 926 for freaking long! Almost 1 hour I bet!
Took alot of picts hoho :D

I'm dead for sure, I had not started on my chinese assignment. I'M SO FCUKING ANGRY. I had really done a draft during the holidays. But nevertheless the teacher did not collect them for the first whole month so I just dumped them aside stupidly. Why am I so stubborn?! I'm dead, yes I know. Tmr's the deadline. I'm dying, yeah I knew.

Good luck then.

Hooray, common tests ended today. Finally.
Today had Math&Science. My doomed subjects. I predicted confidently that my Math will definitely fail for sure. I really don't have sufficient time for revision due to SYF practices recently.
I'm starting to feel really stressed to be taking part in SYF competition.

Well, articles do state that blogging can release stress. I'll try to blog often then. :P
Yesterday combined freaked me out. In fact, the whole school day tired me out.
Shan't elaborate on that though, don't wanna spoil readers' mood :D

I'm so happy, cause this friday gonna be the english camp! Haha, had not slept together with Wife for sucha long time. :) But too bad it's only one night :[ (better than nothing)
Gonna be busy because after the camp release on saturday noon, I will have to go back school again to go for concert @ SCO. Am going to be freaking tired.
Prolly sunday going out again with Wife for our 11th month anniversary! :D

Lastly,
Happy belated 11th month to my lovelaye wifeyyyy ♥♥♥! :D
(1 more month, that'll be 1 year! Looking forward to it okay!)
Happy 14th Birthday to TQX green elephant ♥

Post number #199, random.
Posting out of boredom. ._.

Hello there, I'm here to introduce myself. -.-

My name is Marjorie K-Y-L. Aged 14 by year.
I expect presents on 5 december because I had gotten love and life from a lady called mother when I was borned.
I'm a height of 160cm, and a weight of 41kg. From young till now, I had never grew fatter.
I like green, but I prefer limegreen more.

Yes, I was borned with bushy eyebrow. But huh, what's wrong. I have you don't have, it's called unique. I have kind of long eyelash and brown pupil, big eyes. I'm most proud with my double eyelids. But unfortunately, I'm myopic so I have to put on spectacles which makes me look more like a nerd.

I study in Fuchun Primary School, where the most beautiful memories I had, landed there. I had gotten an aggregate PSLE score of 202 in year 2007 and was being transferred to Woodgrove SS. I was allocated in the class 2 Express 4 currently.
I'm happily enjoying my curriculum in Chinese Orchestra and am having SYF this year.
We're aiming, yes of course, for a gold, but yet, it's Gold with Honour.

Yes, I have cliques. But I'll just elaborate on my best pals.
Vivian Sweetpie, Clara AiDongGua, Wendy ShuangBaoTai, Cheryl Wifey, Joli Lovelove, Natasha laogong, (etcetc).

I have a family of 5, which is my Daddy and Mummy, elder sister (18), elder brother (15), ad myself (14).
Dad works as a housing and policy agent, whilst Mum works as a Polyclinic Assistant.
Bro studies @ YTSS, and Sis studies @ AJC.

I guess I'll stop my intro here.
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Well, Clara forced me to do this. I'm so fed up okay :D Hahas.

(Chinese & Literature tmr!!)

It had been a number of days since I last blogged. Had been too lazy or busy :X

(9 feb)
Happy birthday to my dearest Vivian sweetpie!
Sorry, I couldn't set up a more punctual birthday outing for you :(

You'd been great to me! Willing to help me in all kinds of stuffs.
I'm
looking forward to your companionship for almost everytime! I can share my
everything under the sun with you. It's so comfortable to stress out! :D You're
a strong girl. As I had said many times before, do let go the unhappy memories
away and look forward to the happy ones. I once copied this phrase from clara to
you: "New year, new boyfriend." Although I lost my boy for long, I didn't
hesitate. 'Cos that wasn't the end of the world!

9 feb, my doomed day in school. Especially during History lesson. My darned group members kept insisting to present first, (just to please Mdm Radiah? -.-) Throughout the presentation, everything went on superb lousy. The main thing is, yes we're prepared; BUT IS PHYSICALLY PREPARED, NOT MENTALLY PREPARED -.-! Mdm Radiah still blame us for being unprepared! Please lah, last day of CNY still like that, think we so free?
I cried, for I expected. I'm so disappointed with my presenters! Not wenqi, as she tried her very best, I could see. She managed to blurt out words even though she didn't have any script. I'm stunned, as we all stammered along the way. Mdm Radiah stopped us, but we hadn't even finish our presentation. AND THAT IS WHEN, I COULDN'T HOLD BACK MY TEARS. I went back to my seat with tears welling up after pleading Mdm Radiah for one more try.
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(14 feb)
Happy birthday to Ch00p Hup (:
Happy Valentine, love (:
Happy friendship day, guys. :D

WGSCO, then MCO. I set off myself early in the midst of MCO. V & N already outside MarsilingSS waiting for me O:
Went off to Breadtalk and only Alvin the first guy reached. We then sent a message to WJ and TQX if the latest who reached will treat us lunch. Nevertheless WJ backed out for coming at the end.
Haha, we met up to celebrate vivian's belated birthday(9feb) and tqx's upcoming birthday(18feb). We went orchard. Lunch Mac's @ Shaw House. Then tried to book tickets but all FULLHOUSE. :( After that went FarEast walk. I'm so disappointed can! I forgotten to bring my $money$ out! I can't buy anything, so I just caked my depression, haha! I only had $15. :(
Nat's leg superb pain! :( I very heartbroken. She wore high heels. We then went AMK hub.

N bought slipppers @ MiniToons. Yay she felt better :) Then NEOPRINT! :D Luckily I was not caught as I'm in school skirt. (: I foot the 10 bucks ._.
I'm satisfied with the neoprints cause the camera lighting caused my pupils to turned gray and eyes to turn even bigger! (LOL my eyes already very big -.-)
After neoprinting went to watch All's Well End's Well again! :( Second time, didn't laugh so hard already, lol. I want watch Wedding Game ley, but they say they watched. :[ nevermind lo.

After movie already 7.30pm. Trained to woodlands, almost 8 o'clock. (I think I'm the only one who wore sch U at that very moment -.-) Bought Billabong wallet for Vivian. Then waited for bus. Saw Huihui and Yiyinn :) Reached home already 2100 T.T
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English & History tests tomorrow! :(

I'm halfway through my history project and I feel like dying T.T! I still pluck out my time to update here, to express my tiredness. If I were to know earlier that this project isn't going to be easy, I would not have volunteered to lead! :(

Today's events shall be held confidential. (:
Except for the time when I was caught by Sarah the bigbig bodoh when I just reached cwp and she bullied me! xP Nevermind it's okay, I understand cause I know she's stupid. (: She'll drop to NA next year I guess(?) :P Nah just joking! :D She'll be striving for one of the most beautiful results in woodgrove :D Hope she succeeds man. x)

Second post of the day. Muhaimin & one upper sec guy kena public caning today :(
I'm so guilty. Honestly, I spotted the scene of them bullying Muazzam. But I was kind of in a rush so I didn't even bother. At least Khairunisah did ask them to stop. But they didn't. So we just rush off. I were to blame, for not bothering them seriously. I should have stopped them, then everything will come to an end. But y'know, even when Muazzam was being bullied, he was still smiling and laughing together with them, so I just assumed that they were just playing a joke.
In anyway, I am to blame. I was too selfish not to find out about their activity.
I nearly cried, but I was worn out by the mass run. Freakkkkk. :(

Sorry, god. For being selfish.
I swear I'll not do it again. It's all my fault.
I'm to blame. Honestly, before mass run,
I really hope the teacher could call on my class to run extra rounds as punishments,
So that I can let the matter rest more freely, and my guilt may cease a lil.
I prefer to get a punishment than to be let off. I'm just feeling guilty.
Guilty, guilty, guilty..

I'm finally back, from my long term miation. I've been talking to clara these days, and thought she was right. I shouldn't have a blog which I don't update. And I'd came out with my decision.

Dear readers, my blog will be closed but I'll still be updating my own usual lives. My blog, my rights, my life. Tagboard will be removed. :D

I'd found better tasks to do than to be active on the net.