My fever has gone off, my flu has also gone off.
But the only thing now that is bothering me, is my cough!
I coughed all day, till I would really wanna vomit out already. Because of this, I lost my appetite for 20 hours yesterday LOL, and that feeling is awww =.=

I guess only KFC can heal my appetite (Y)

CIP later at night ._. Neither looking forward nor dreading it. LOL
Later meeting Cheryl at 3 for tea I guess, haha!(;

So, resolution for my June holiday ?
Is to work, watch dramas, study science, and have fun. HAHAHAH
I've did none of the above so far, except watching dramas.
But hey, how much can a patient do? Hehehehehe.

Alright, gonna rest now, if not I really would vomit later on! ;(

Well, have been sickly these days. I've stepped on dog shit on whatever, made me go on bad luck or something.

Already had fever on science fun day tuesday itself, and Mdm K kept me running up and down. =.= Wednesday couldn't run mass run, and was being sent home halfway school. Doctor asked me rest on thursday. I've been sleeping and resting and eating porridge day to night, night to day, and now I really dread the idea of sleeping and eating porridge already!

I'm really pissed off okay, why many people don't believe that I'm sick? Isn't that good to pretend to be sick? Am i those clown at antics trying to act as a patient? I luv school so much why should i skip school? Tolong tolong I'm really sick lahhhhhhh lol, =____=

Today can't go mco, still having fever and my parents don't let me go. Denise still say she last week still can tahan to mco. LMAOOOO HOW CAN YOU COMPARE WITH ME lol i'm one vulnerable girl =Z Haiyo, I really sibeh pekcek now. I knew Sharon they all won't believe me one. Sister says maybe I let them down in several ways. Hmmmz?

Anyway yesterday parents brought me to temple there for some Vesak's purpose. Then to causeway for 1 round then I met Sho. HAHAHA =)

Okay, blog another day! *with pictures hehehehe

= LACK OF SLEEP !!!

Today's performance went great.

Laughed a lot today:D Luving mco, hehe!

Blog tomorrow, it's turning late!

Inspiring long hairstyles

(Y)

Clara said: "I think is becus your fringe has grown too long that's why you can't see what's wrong"
Bernice said: "Your long fringe gave you bad luck, maybe. You've never grown this length of fringe what, anyway!"

HIHI:D Too bored, so decided to blog again~

Would like to leave a message to my dear Joli!

" Girl arh, don't be sad k.. Cheer up! Everything would be alright. As you said, you can't expect yourself to be happy all the time. Be it rcy, family, studies... So just face this circumstance daringly and bravely okay? No matter how hard it is, you're always the strong girl in my heart - so don't disappoint me! :) How can you waste your money to buy a wallet asking you to be happy but you're not doing it?! So brighten up alright Joli! no matter what happens, Marjorie will always be here for you! ;) Luv you! "

Yesterday told my mum my results le - she doesn't seem happy but quite relieved about my maths ;)Hmmmz , my science can really pull down my overall ! Mum quite worried =CI regretted a lot ~ And damn disappointed in myself!
Cos I knew I never put any effort to study much, every test I did last minute revision.
Just one day before the exam day, I was still unaware about what topics gna be tested !

Maybe , it's because about the friendship problem that distracted me(:But nao, i can't blame anyone but myself.. I gna do constant revision for my science right nao(:Hope I could catch up with the pace of my lessons:D

Alright , might be posting later in the day as well;)

Hey guys I'm fine, thanks for the utmost concern!
I've slashed off my idea of transferring school, as firstly, I'm getting better with my friendship now, which i hope, will stay forever!(:
Secondly, it's because of my co percussion~ Haha!(;

Recently, I don't have the time to update my blog properly with photos. Neither am i now~
Hmm i think after my cmc meeting tomorrow, I will need a nice long afternoon nap!
Then I can have a lot time to update my blog tomorrow!(:

I've gotten back most of my results!
All of them are just disappointment, and I knew I've not tried hard enough.. =(
I've failed all my Sciences! Combined science and biology ;(
But luckily i passed English(!), E maths, A maths, Chinese(!)!!! :D
But still! No A's yetttttttt ~~~~

Alright, it's a friday tomorrow! CHEEEEERS!

Awaiting for the yellow face to be printed on my face.


I see no reason why I need to explain any further.
Since we've lost trust~.....
Well~ What you think of me, just keep it to yourself.
Don't discuss about me behind my back.
This makes my friends all misunderstand me as a pangseh queen.
It's sucha disappointment that how long you've known me, you still don't understand me~
Wow~~~

THANKS JOLI, FELICIA, CHERYL, SYLVIA, XINMIN FOR MAKING MY DAY~
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! MAKING ME SMILE :)

AND TO THOSE FRIENDS WHO CARED AND SUPPORTED ME WHEN I FALL. :)
WILL TRY TO THINK POSITIVE (Y)

Friendship #3

I luv to see rainbow~ Cus it defines my brightened day.
But since so long, I haven't seen one yet...

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same. Friendship multiplies the good of life and divides the evil. But what about mine? They think that I'm the one who stepped into their world and go.
But did they ever consider that my heart is always for them?
I think about them everyday; how to solve our problem? How to get back with them?
Do they treasure me? Do they miss me? Do they care for me?
Do they, like me as a friend?
Do they....... enjoy the time being spent with me?

Questions ain't answered by words.
They are answered by heart.

Though we are still friends, there's no friendship between us.
We are friends that don't say hi in the morning.
We are friends which try to avoid each other.
Is this still friends?

Let there be no purpose in friendship.
In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.
However rare true love may be, it is less so than true friendship.

Sometimes, I would think that friendship problems are more difficult than BGR.

Friendship #2

When things start to go bad for me, only good friends would stay by my side to hear on me
Whenever things go really bad, only good friends will be there when I need them.
When I'm at the worst situation, only I can see who's good who's bad.
Only at this time, I get to see whether they treasure me or not.
Only at this time, I get to see whether they are using me or not.
Only at this time, I get to know their true colours.

If they avoid me is for my own good, I must clarify, it's the bad.
Their behaviour is just demolarizing me. They make me feel so cheated.
Even the closest of the closest friend of mine, has gone.

Happy times passed by so quickly, in a blink of an eye.
Yet, bad things just pour over me one by one, and the time was so dreadful.

The greatest disappointment, is when you see your closest friend of yours whom you thought have understood you, but he actually misunderstood you too.
That's the greatest disappointment - when you've lost your friends' trust.




We patched. ;)

Till then, I realised that I've made quite a right choice;
cos friends are now avoiding me because I patch.
It's so hurtful to see this.....

It's more hurtful when, you see your gang of friends leave the school without you.
That's the most hurtful thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN! :)
CHEER UP TOOOO!! LUV YOU

Friendship #1

When I walk down the street, one girl asked me:
"What is friendship?"
To me, friendship is the bond filled with trust, care, and love.
"Are you a good friend? How do you see friendship?"
I am a person who put friendship as priority, so I know how to be a good friend. Basically, I am!
"Have you encountered any friendship problem? How do you deal with it?"
Yes... There is one very recent happening. I don't know how to cope with such things. I just feel disappointed that even good friends choose to misunderstand me. Hence, I remain silent. I write diaries everyday, and my life is shit.
"Have you shared with any of your friends?"
Yes. But in the end, they choose to join the other party's thinking and misunderstand me too. I'm super sad, vexed, disappointed, and lots of mixed complications. Life has turned really bad"
"Any solutions you thought of?"
No...! With my ability, all I can do is to cry, blame myself, scribble and all sorts of funny stuffs to express my complication.
"Sister, don't feel sad. In life, there would always be unavoidable happenings. All you can do is to cheer up. If they choose to misunderstand you, let them be. At least you know that they ain't trusting you like how you trusted them. At the very least, you know that your conscience is clear. Live your life on happily. Everybody changes as time goes by. You can't expect every single of your friend stays by with you every moment."
Thanks... How I hope my friends would think the way you think!
"Everybody has a guardian angel with them, you're not an exception. I'm your guardian angel"

The medicine of life is to have several true faithful friends. Only you are what I need. My friendship is not a game to play nor a word to say. It doesn't start on March and end on May but it is yesterday, today, tomorrow and everyday.