17th of May - 14th months ! :D
My dearrrr wifeyyyy ~ CHERYL TEO WEE LIN!
I'm so good, here to feature you! :D
We've been tgt for more than a year, and you so far never let me down so often before. I shared my heart-to-heart talk with you, I shared my sorrows with you. Despite your care towards me, I let you down quite a number of times. I irritated you, sorry. I troubled you, sorry. I offended you, sorry.
If i'm not wrong, I would have more than a hundred "sorry"s to make it done for you.
Recently, I have this emotional problem, which you may not know :X I never told you anything; for I'm afraid I'll give you further trouble again. I dont wanna make you difficult, you see.Whenever I'm in any situation, most oftenly you're the first one to know it, and you'll be the first one to comment. So for this once, I wanna confront this everything myself instead.
Whenever you're sick, I'm always there for you, giving you advice and etcetra. Cause I worry for you. But prolly you never sense that, so I keep telling myself: It's okay.
Whenever I'm late for around 5-15mins, you seldom complain. But of course, I knew in your heart, you're unhappy. Sorry.
Ytd(friday), didnt you sense my change? I've been thinking alot alot & alot. What have I done to make you happy before? I only knew, I made you laugh everytime. I tried alot of ways to make you happy, plus the people around me too. Sometimes, you showed me attitude, I kept telling myself that I'm no good either. But when I couldnt take it, I would go emo myself. So, please understand that i'm not ignoring you, you see.
Maybe because I'm telling you too much about Turtle-No-Egg and Zhu-Pigu alr, till our conversations recently are so far the same everytime. Maybe you found me boring alr. Maybe you found me lame alr. Maybe, maybe you dont like me alr. So many maybes. TOO MANY MAYBES.
To think further, I'm the one creating all the maybe(s). :/
I know sometimes you find me quite irritating. I know I'm pampered and spoilt towards friendships. And I kept wanting friends to help me do lil things. But you know, I only knew my faults these days, when I come across some situations. I'm sorry, I wont neglect you further anymore. I'll try to spend more time with you. Because, when I'm reflecting, I found out that everytime on bus I'm always the one talking. So sorry, for you have to hear my voice on the bus for more than a year. I promise, I will spend more time with you. No matter you go facial, or whatsoever, I'll acc you.
Because, most of the time, you're always sacrificing time for me.
I'm really sorry, wifey. So, i'm going to spend this weekend preparing a little 14months' present for you. :D A very sincere apology, wife.
REALLY SORRY. AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN GIVING ME.
I'll try to reduce my daxiaojie piqi okay? :)
I'll try to reduce my daxiaojie piqi okay? :)
I'll less talk about Turtle & Pig story already (:
Await for my little 14months' souvenir. Forgive me! :)
I LOVE YOU [:
I stayed up late, because of this.
I'm sick, but I couldnt rest
I'm tired, but yet I couldnt sleep